Tuesday, September 22, 2009

And so its really good bye...

I cried last night and I hope that would be the last time I will cry for him. I cried my heart out while praying. The event that occurred made me reminisce the past, it opened wounds, it brought false hopes. It made me touch something I've been yearning to feel. I thought about the possibility of a third chance.

For the longest time we hadnt communicated, havent seen each other, dont have any news. Kaya nga when we were exchanging text messages I could not ignore that it felt good. Pero tama talaga sila, dapat hindi na kasi it became hard when we came to the time of saying good bye. I thought we could stay that way a little longer. It's a sin! Hanggang sa huling sandali, I set aside my peace, my freedom just to have that one moment with you.

And so when you said that its really good bye for both of us, I held back. Becasue what I really wanted to say is for us to wait for a little longer, kaya nga instead of saying a hard "yes!" I said "i guess so..." And you bid good bye, wishing that I may have a great life ahead, and as for you, that life will go on for you.

Yes, rex, I will have a great life and its all because of you! Maybe in the next life, where no religion will ever separate us. No other person will be between us. And if in the next life we will see each other, maybe will be holding each others hands forever!

And so its really good bye...

I cried last night and I hope that would be the last time I will cry for him. I cried my heart out while praying. The event that occurred made me reminisce the past, it opened wounds, it brought false hopes. It made me touch something I've been yearning to feel. I thought about the possibility of a third chance.

For the longest time we hadnt communicated, havent seen each other, dont have any news. Kaya nga when we were exchanging text messages I could not ignore that it felt good. Pero tama talaga sila, dapat hindi na kasi it became hard when we came to the time of saying good bye. I thought we could stay that way a little longer. It's a sin! Hanggang sa huling sandali, I set aside my peace, my freedom just to have that one moment with you.

And so when you said that its really good bye for both of us, I held back. Becasue what I really wanted to say is for us to wait for a little longer, kaya nga instead of saying a hard "yes!" I said "i guess so..." And you bid good bye, wishing that I may have a great life ahead, and as for you, that life will go on for you.

Yes, rex, I will have a great life and its all because of you! Maybe in the next life, where no religion will ever separate us. No other person will be between us. And if in the next life we will see each other, maybe will be holding each others hands forever!